It could make me happy

Today I feel... jobby.

I woke up recalling in my memory that it had been not so bad go to RT´s newsroom labour mornings/evenings/nights. I felt I lacked the feeling of that I belonged to something, and then felt a strong wish to stick to something once again. This desire hit me like an injection. Well, today I start my routine at the university reseach lab. Hope it will be great! Cuz, more or less, this is exactly the kind of job I always wanted to do.

With this shaky days full of fight with bureacracy, my own lazyness and fatigue I feel I need some spell to calm down. I can't take drugs as non-supporting them and as I do driving classes once again this time. So I stake on infusions.

My driving guru, Candy, told me there was a herb called here "Flor de vaca" (Stanhopea). It is said to have a great sedative effect without suppressing one's reactions. I'm searching for this stuff now.

I tried to practice yoga with my WiiFit, but now I have a...errrr... stumbling period in my fitness activities. I do feel guilty about it - and that's common - but however I do not restart as saying I will do it tomorrow. As we all know from James Bond's soundtrack, "tomorrow never comes".

Today I will try to find some time to re-watch "The Secret" as it might help me lift my spirit up.